I mean, the light at the end of the tunnel does eventually turn out to be something other than an oncoming train? Because it sure as heck hasn't happened for me, not yet. Dead broke until a week from tomorrow, three days behind on this place because of a company called Zip19 and a loan they say I took out and never did so I'm having to go through a whole bunch of rigamarole to get the money back they took out, no food for the cats and to say I'm at the end of my rope is putting it pretty damn mildly. I need help, and next to nobody can. If you're an exception to that statement, for the love of everything please get in touch with me fast.
I am so effing tired of waking up in the morning and feeling cheated because I woke up. It seems like more and more often lately when I go to sleep I don't ever want to wake up again but I always do.
I don't even know what else to say, here. I really don't know how much more I can take. I truly don't.